Adam ShantzAdam Shantz - LiveJournal.comI hate people- February 23, 2007 I hate people. Not everyone, just a lot of people. ...and I suppose I don't really hate them. Pay no attention. I'm just aggravated, and lonely. Sick of not having any friends that I can actually see & hangout with on a regular basis.I think I'm going to go take a long walk in the woods. Maybe that'll help me clear my head.http://musus.livejournal.com/359173.html New all time favorite movie- February 22, 2007 "When will I be loved" with Neve Campbell.. for soooo many reasons & on sooo many levels. I definitely need to elaborate when I'm not quite so tired.http://musus.livejournal.com/358985.html Mental note:- February 21, 2007 Reduce high-maintenance-esque behavior. It isn't who you are.http://musus.livejournal.com/358755.html Trends..- February 13, 2007 For a few years now I've had this sort-of mindset that I wanted to move towards a more ideal state-of-being. A state where I'm more comfortable, happy, and productive. Since I was diagnosed with ADD (in 10th grade -- 1997ish), I've noticed what may be a pattern... I establish a level of comfort in an environment. I learn the ins & outs of the environment. I learn who's worth keeping around, and who's not. I optimize my productivity by developing quality relationships with the right...http://musus.livejournal.com/358484.html (Untitled)- February 13, 2007 My worst fear is treating people the way my father treats people. He's cordial on the outside, and for the most part means well, but how he conveys his internal feelings is almost the exact opposite of what he actually meansfeels. It's very confusing, nevermind painful as a child. You get a skewed perception of love, and affection, and some of the more normal expectations in how to act around others.I'm naturally a sensitive person, and growing up in the environment I did magnified that...http://musus.livejournal.com/358206.html Good movies- February 10, 2007 I've basically been sleeping & watching movies all day.. which is kinda nice. I woke up around 11 or so, started watched Shawshank Redemption (which, if I were to pinpoint a single movie, it would probably be my favorite). Then I watched "Must Love Dogs," which I had never heard of before. It's a pretty good movie (despite it's semi-chick flick tendencies). And now the sun is shining right in my eyes, so I think I might go through some more boxes & see what I don't need any more. I have...http://musus.livejournal.com/357947.html Finally got my license- February 7, 2007 I finally got my Virginia license. For some reason though, I feel like complete crap. Maybe I just need more sleep, or maybe I need to get out & have fun more often. Probably both. blarghttp://musus.livejournal.com/357421.html |