~this girl i think i use to know~~this girl i think i use to know~ - LiveJournal.comPlanning and such- June 27, 2008 Grrrrr. Cluster Headaches EAT ME!!!I have had a cluster headache for the last 3.5 days. James went to the doctor and was diagnosed with a sinus infection and has been on a Zpack (antibiotics) that lasts 6 days. He saw the doctor on Monday and is already feeling MUCH better... I broke down and agreed to see the Doctor and so his Mom made an appointment for me (self: she paid for the appointment. very kind of her, not necessary, but, she said it would make her feel better). I was diagnosed with...http://anise.livejournal.com/697560.html Looks like it's a go- June 26, 2008 It's a done deal. We are moving to Ohio and should be here permanently. Well, we are here until the reason we are moving (James to go to Culinary School) moves us on. We will be coming back to Texas after July 4th weekend and spending the rest of July getting things in order and our things packed and people seen etc... etc... before we make it back to Ohio by early end of July early August.That's the plan for now.And, I still don't know what I REALLY think about it all yet. jumps on for a ridehttp://anise.livejournal.com/697317.html No rest for the wicked.- June 24, 2008 I don't sleep enough and even though I try. I can't. I do eat well. I eat very healthy, actually, just not enough, nor do I drink enough water. 3 Cups of water a day. I don't like water. Bottled water is sneaky. I like it better, maybe I should just start buying more of that. I also don't get enough protein. I know this. I've known this for a while. It's just protein takes up a lot of space and I would rather eat something with more flavor (I am not a big fan of protein = meat) than more...http://anise.livejournal.com/696872.html Now I lay me down to sleep...- June 22, 2008 My sleep schedule is so fuxored. I got up today to do some things with James and his parents after about 4-5 hours of sleep... have been awake since around 12pm. Can't sleep. Won't take sleep medicine until I feel sleepy, otherwise it's just a waste.I am exhausted and need a really good night sleep. A medically induced good night sleep... but I can not, for the life of me, get it. I am going to go lay down and close my eyes and HOPE that I fall into that blackness, or at least, if nothing else,.http://anise.livejournal.com/696831.html Pickles and Wine - Serenity (Firefly) and insomnia = have me in common- June 21, 2008 Wine and pickles taste much worse coming up than they do going down. UGH!!!I was under the impression that my mood called for wine. Why Why not So, I bought a nice bottle of German Riesling and had three glasses and ate two pickles afterwards. I lay down to read "Serenity" (I'm obsessed lately, again) and the words blurred. I called Colin, and the words slurred.I was tired so took my nightime meds and fell out around 930pm only to wake up having to toss up the wine and pickles.NOT GOOD!One...http://anise.livejournal.com/696386.html What to do, when to do it, why and how - I miss my old friends too.- June 20, 2008 I talked to my old EQ friend ColinOgarak today. Seems he's been quite the ladies man (not by choice in a few of these matters) and has had some lady drama for a few months now... but, he says things are getting better and he's a bit happier than he had been. That was good to hear. He's still doing his thing with Circuit City and is very happy there. He turned 29 (Geeeesh, time flys) and is in a position of contentment it seems and for that I am very happy. The last time I talked to him (about a.http://anise.livejournal.com/696195.html (Untitled)- June 19, 2008 I don't know who or what I am anymore.I don't know what tomorrow or next week or next year may bring, and that scares me (the fucking control freak that I am).I want to be where I have an idea.I want to know that I'll be okay.I want to know loneliness will not suck me into that cold dark hole.Mostly, I want to know why I miss certain people so much I feel like I am dying inside.I just can't think clearly without all my medications and right now, until next week, I won't have them all and I will.http://anise.livejournal.com/695945.html Happy Birthday to the best friend in the world - ADRIENNE- June 18, 2008 I just wanted to make note that today is my very best friend in the entire worlds birthday. She's the absolute pillar of concrete and support in my life and without her in it I don't know if I would be.So, with that, and not as fancy as it could be...Adrienne, I wish you the most special birthday you can imagine. Full of fun and friends and special times. My only wish is that I was there at your side to share this with you and be there to help you blow out all those candles wink (you're just...http://anise.livejournal.com/695732.html No Cure - No Problem- June 17, 2008 Well. My thoughts and ideas about us going to Columbus from Dayton (Ohio) to see The Cure isn't going to pan out. I am somewhat disappointed, however, if it wasn't meant to be then it wasn't meant to be. I just hope there will be other opportunities in the future to see them at least one more time before they REALLY call it quits. shrug such is life I suppose. James and I are still in Ohio. We've been basically visiting with his parents and taking it easy. The weather has been perfect. Saturday.http://anise.livejournal.com/695408.html The Cure - AFTERALL!!!- June 12, 2008 After being a bit bummed about missing The Cure in Dallas, James and I checked to see where they were playing and when... As it turns out they are playing the 18th of June (the third show before their last show in New York) in Cleveland, Ohio (about a 5 hour drive from Dayton where we are now).SO!!! I checked and found tickets (decent ones at that) still available so we are going to check our finances and see if we can pull off the show and staying the night in a hotel after the show and head...http://anise.livejournal.com/695264.html |